> Be lonely and without any kind of company and human connection my entire life
You may be lonely now, but you will have some different stages in life where friendship and companionship may appear.
First - when you start working you will join a team of some sorts. Just be yourself and and make sure you attend all the team nights out.
Second - traveling. You can join tour groups and visit some cool places. Don't do this to specifically find friends but you will be part of a group and have companionship for a brief period.
Thirdly - dating. You will be able to find a partner. This is most peoples main companion in life.
Fourthly - you could join a non-work team where you can have social interactions. I can't give too much advice on this one because I am not on a team like this.
You may be lonely now, but you will have some different stages in life where friendship and companionship may appear.
First - when you start working you will join a team of some sorts. Just be yourself and and make sure you attend all the team nights out.
Second - traveling. You can join tour groups and visit some cool places. Don't do this to specifically find friends but you will be part of a group and have companionship for a brief period.
Thirdly - dating. You will be able to find a partner. This is most peoples main companion in life.
Fourthly - you could join a non-work team where you can have social interactions. I can't give too much advice on this one because I am not on a team like this.
Fifthly - find a co-founder and start a company