I mean, it’s good to be open minded, it’s good to be introspective, it’s critical to take feedback.
It’s not wrong to have a take. You can sit down and say “no this is the way I’m going and I don’t think the other way is correct.”
There’s plenty of shit in this world that is destructive and dangerous. It’s more than fine to not engage with people who are beyond reason, but having confidence in your convictions isn’t a sin. You need courage to make a change in the world.
For what it’s worth, you do say some relatable things and appear to be figuring out your own mind. Which we can all relate to